From The Moment Of 'I Do' Poem by No Name To give

We were close. You were there for me when I needed you. If there was a problem, you knew first-hand that something was wrong. I enjoyed our long car rides! It was just us two girls laughing and enjoying each other’s company. We had the best times together and you always talked to me about the mistakes you made in the past and how much you wanted me to make good choices. I listened and understood. Finally, I packed up and went to college. I was and because the only think I left was you and I knew I couldn’t take you with me. Around September, something happened to me that led me to a state of depression. All I did was cry and sit by myself every day. Not one person did I talk to about what happened. I was ready to give up on life. I had already planned out how I would end my life, and when it would take place. I contacted you several times but never did I get a reply back. I skipped all my classes for weeks and began to starve myself simply because my life was worth it. Then, another problem happens shortly after. If it wasn’t for my friends whom I now call my sisters, I would be dead today. I knew something deep down in my heart was wrong but I never thought it was this serious. Later, you introduce to me to him. I hated him because I knew he was the answer. He was the problem. I’m just thinking to myself now that there is someone else in the picture will I be pushed out the way? Now I see I was correct. You left me like the others did. You always knew but now you’re clueless. You told me that I was changing, but you never noticed the symptoms until they were right there in your face. You told me acting out, getting tattoos, piercings, drinking, smoking, and carelessly having sex would get me nowhere. But you only saw my evident appearance. You never thought to take a look on the inside. You never noticed! You never notice anything anymore! I feel like I want to hate you for it! You took me in as our child. You cried when I cried. You felt my pain and chased it away with words. But when he came along u became blind and you don’t see me anymore. I can see you’re trying, but just like siblings, someone always gets the shorter hand of the stick. In this situation, I get no stick. I feel like you are just using me to help your load get shorter. The only time we are together is if I’m helping you. I say yes every time only because I just want to be with you. Nowadays if I want to be with you it’s always plus one and I’m the third wheel, not him. I miss who you were. I miss how all eyes were on me. I hate how you’re too blind to see what is happening to me on an inner level. You were the only good thing in my life. You told me he wouldn’t change anything, but surely he did. I can see that your trying and you don't realize what is really going on, but I wish I could just find a way to tell you. I feel like he is your #1 now which is understandable. you still make me feel apart of the family, but compared to how it used to be it's no where. I feel like you use me to help you when you know I really dont mind helping. I feel like thatis is the only time we will ever spend together, especially after... 'I do', but I like him, he's a nice guy and after a while I thought he would be good for you, but your always fighting, who would want to see that happen to a loved one. You know, I’ve tried so many times to tell you how I feel, but if I really love you like I say, I would just be glad that you are happy. Sometimes you have to sacrifice your feelings to insure the people you love are happy. Sometimes you have to be fake just to show how much you love a person. I know once this is all over and you finally say “I do”, I’ll be out and he’ll officially be in, but I do you no matter what and I will never find anyone to replace you. So from that point on I know I will be on my own and out your way, but please just remember you will always have three-fourths of my heart all to yourself.