I Die Alive Poem by Crimson Love

I'm living yet so dead...
a corpse walking, that is I,
Crimson is dead, but her heart still beats,

can you hear the drum of a heart undead?
Faint and fading, the sound so gentle and slow,
Death for the living, how is this so?
Lost to the grim, we all shall show,

I Die alive, contradiction perhaps,
I die to be alive, yet wish for death to be,
wondering about the thought of living dead,
I'm already that....time to look ahead.