I Don'T Even Know (Song For Seth) Poem by Jade Leven

I don't even know
if you're still breathing
I wonder how you felt
when you were leaving
were you guilty?
did you miss me?

I don't even know
if I'd want to know why
you left behind an angel
and I hold her when she cries
you never got the chance to look in to her eyes

I don't even know you
but I want to show you
what we are because you left for your own good
I don't even understand
you call yourself a man, but you left your own son
tell me, would you take it all back if you could
I don't even know

we'll never really be all right
for the rest of our lives
where did you go that night
and how fast did you drive?
it's not like you didn't know
in six more months you'd have another child
so why didn't you come back
pretend like you cared for a while

I don't even know you
but I want to show you
what we are because you left for your own good
I don't even understand
you call yourself a man, but you left your own son
tell me, would you take it all back if you could
I don't even know

what a coward
running form the life that you chose
you turned your back on everything
just because the calls were getting close

I don't even know you
but I want to show you
what we are because you left for your own good
I don't even understand
you call yourself a man, but you left your own son
tell me, would you take it all back if you could
I don't even know