I Messed Up Poem by Sian Mein

Losing you broke my heart,  
knowing it was my fault tore me apart. 
I think about you every minute of the day. 
And All the things we used to say
I miss the times we spent together
And I really wished it would last forever. 

But then I went and ruined it all
As our relationship began to fall
I want to change, I miss you so dearly
But now you don't love me- quite clearly. 
I'm here when you want me again
I just wish we could forget this pain. 

I messed up so badly, I really regret it
I miss your smile, jokes and your wit,
I miss everything about you and it's been less than a day
I'm always told 'given time it'll be ok'
But We both know that isn't true
You'll never know how much I really miss you. 


By Sian Mein