Im Smarter Now Poem by Mae Summerville

I wish I was your drug
I wish it was me you had to had to have
But im not, no matter how hard i tug

I told you i missed you
I asked if you missed me
You said nothing, that was my cue

Ive never been in love alone
I tried so very hard
It hurts so bad, right down to the bone

This was a first for me
Im not sure what to do
Damn it, why cant you see?

I should just let you go
Its only been 3 days
Maybe if i did, then youd know

Your drug of choice isnt me
Its got a hold on you
I should just let you be

But I love you so much
And I know you need me
I miss your sweet soft touch

You say you do love me
But I know ill never come first
I need my heart back, including the key

I deserve better than this
I deserve to be first
But God i do miss your kiss!

Time has gone by
Im alot smarter now
I no longer feel im gonna die

I often think of you
And what could have been
But these thoughts are very few

I wish you well
A brand new life
Only time will tell