It Ain'T Easy Being Lonely.. Poem by Prachi angel

It ain't easy being lonely...
You gotta be a good girl, who never cries for love..
Who is always smiling, ready to take the pains..

Yeah..I am lonely but I am not a good girl...like I used to be...

I cry & sometimes for a reason..
I am allergic to plastic smile which never changes with season.

I am devastated, angry on you DEAR GOD..
You never listen, no matter how much I try..

When my sister was crying for help..your silence said it all.

When our hearts were bleeding you were then smiling..up there in the blue sky..

You are there for my friends, how come you don't even love me..!
Am I that bad Dear God..?

I always think that you are my guiding star, looking at me from somewhere..

But you don't really care..Do you?

I cry, I die, how does it matter to you cos you also love Good Girls..Don't you..? ?