L.O.S.T Poem by Cynthia Mok

Losing your self-Obedience and Strength to Trust one another.
You can be lost in yourself or into someone else.
Lost in Love.
Lost in Trust.
Lost in the ones you trust with your love.
Another person's gain becoming your misery.
Losing the only thing you strive into keeping.
Turning you into such hostility.
Giving up because yourself has become without reach.
But the loss in yourself my be triggered by the loss of someone else.
Body no longer lingers earth,
But their soul may exists in another baby's birth.
Got you thinking, why you couldn't have gone first.
Now the one you lost isn't around to ease your hurt.
The soul got to choose, nothing else got to but the soul.
Why this soul? Why leave you lonely and cold?
Matter fact, lost deep trying to find your own soul.
Feeling of no love you can hold,
Closer than that one whom you have grown old,
With for years of your life.
Now it's hard to continue to move on living,
When that person is gone and you have to start back from the beginning.