Lie To My Self (Crazy 8s) Poem by Jess Soto

Although I am with someone now,
Your love is what I lust for most.

The danger in lying to you is
That I will die from honesty.

My heart jumped when you pass by me,
And I was lost in your deep eyes.

Your face draws me stronger than I...
Can handle as I wait for you.

How I lay at night when the world
Is silently sleeping at once...

If you think of me as I do?
But now the strangest fact of life...

Tells me that you are, in fact, gone.
I had many times to show you...

Just how much I can be to you.
You fade from me, but I will wait.