My Feelings As A Teenager Poem by jessica ramirez

sometimes i just don't know what to do im feeling this feeling that i never felt before anger, hate, regret, depression. I'm in this world where i can't relate to anyone anymore. Thoughs run threw my head as if i'm becoming a person i never been before.i'm thinking of things i shouldn't be doing. I remember when i use to laugh at anything but now its like if i'm all alone in this world now. I go threw struggles everyday.Day by day is a new challenge and sometimes i feel as I must give up I'm this person that cant be happy anymore.I'm thinking to myself saying why do i wanna do things that are so wrong it's like as if i'm becoming an abuser to myself.I put myself down to a place where i feel as I'm nobody but i know I must stay strong and i would get threw all my fears of being alive. You know dieing would be so much easier but I plan not to give up I plan to fight for who I am and who I'm gonna be in the future ME.