Never Poem by Doodle Bug

Never being able to express this pain is my true horror. Feeling low, deserted, depressed, lost, confused, and jus plain gone. That simple action we take for granted until it is no longer avialible. After being forced to hide all fear sorrow and pain, i am unable to show any of it. The sweet release that every tear may bring. When ur feeling utterly deppressed n ur unable to shed ur tears n release that pain, to scream cry or breakdown, it ripes your insides apart. When this basic ability is taken u feel like an empty hollow shell.......... With nothing left. Nothing to give, nothing  to say, nithing to do, but a million thoughts running though your brain pushing n pulling ur decision like multiple children pulling n yanking a coveted toy. Each child having the potential for an awesome idea/game/activity for the toy, yet each child has an equal potential to disembole the toy. My hearts is frozen for now............ Waiting for the tears to fall n thaw this deep winter.