Pain Is Taking Over Me Poem by ESPN CHICK

Every tear that falls from my eyes means nothing at all
I know they are just a waste of time
But I cry them anyhow

Tears come and go
But the pain stays it lingers me everywhere I go
I don't know why or what I did to deserve this pain

I'm reaching for help but no one is bothering to save me
Covering up my lies just to see if any one notices
Of course no one notices

Because everyone thinks I'm doing better
They see through my broken smiles
And when I say I'm okay I'm really not

They just walk on by without a care in the world
I've covered up for far to long
But I don't know what else to do anymore

And I thought that he would be there when I needed him
But just like everyone else he abandoned me
When I trusted him and he was the one I could talk to

What is happening to everyone I know
It feels like I'm not worth anything to them anymore
Feels like I'm just another nobody

Feels like I'm a burden sitting on their shoulders
What did I do to deserve this pain
God why does everything happen to me

Feels like every time I try hard to get things right
More pain hits me
I might as well give up like all the others

I knew I should have given up in the first place
I'll just sit here and rot away
Cause I know I will never be whole

No matter how hard I try I know I won't be good enough for anyone
I should be numb to all the pain
But I will never be numb to it

Its just a part of me and I knew it all along
I was born with pain
And I will die with it

This pain is just taking over me
I've let it build up for far to long
I guess it will just slowly kill me

June 2,2008