Please Lord Poem by MAD DEW

This world is a puzzle I just don't fit
And I honestly just want out of it
I hate carrying the weight of all my troubles
And every day it seems like their weight doubles
I can't stand how this world champions sin
I hate how I try my best, but I never seem to win
The only friend I ever really see is a torn apart Z28
My heart is starting to be overcome with hate
I can feel the constant tension in my head
Cause all I really want anymore is to be dead
But I am trying to fight this depression
So I channel it all into my car obsession
But lately that hasn't really been enough
And things are really starting to get rough
Lord, please send me something to keep me alive
I need something more to be strong enough to survive
Its so hard for me just to get through a day
Please Lord, give me more motivation to stay
Cause when push comes to shove
I don't want to hurt the ones I love
But lately I have been trippin
And I can feel my self-control slippin
Lord, I really need strength
To make this length
Please Lord, if you really care
Please hear this prayer