Ruin Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

It was perfect.
It was perfect.
Then you had to go and ruin it.
Making promises you could never keep.

Within a grave I now sleep.
You make me sick.
You get off on the suffering of others.
So manipulative.
One big lie.
Stealing a fading sunrise.

It was perfect.
It was perfect.
Then you had to go and ruin it.
Betrayal right between the eyes.

I remember what it was like.
Now that's gone.
Time wasted again, and again.
Another sad song put on repeat.
A emotional rip.
Looking down a barrel of a gun.
A weary road of a really bad trip.
Wanting to have a reason to keep on living.
Keep on living. Keep on living this life.
But it is already gone.

It was perfect.
It was so perfect.
Then you had to go and ruin it.
You couldn't help yourself.

Inviting drama.
Egging on a dire affliction.
Breaking into another deep drug addiction.
Don't you know that won't fix it.
Not in this life time or the next.
You claim you are rehabilitated.
But I don't see it.
Jumping from one substitute to another.
The rabbit hole.
Wonder how far down this one goes.
No one really knows.
I don't want your confession or excuses.

Just know.
It was perfect.
It was perfect.
Then you had to go and ruin it.
I don't hate you.
We all have our crutch.
But yours is just too much.
It makes me numb to every word you say.
Disappointed with the lack of clarity, or sincerity.

It was perfect.
But guess you didn't want it.
So this time I'll be the one.
To bring this relationship to ruin.
Just watch as it crumbles.