So Beautiful Poem by Elena Gabriela

So beautiful you were and forever be
So beautiful and special, is you that I see
Every face reminds me of you
I wish I could find you, just have a clue…
Where do you hide your emotions?
Why don’t you give me notions
Of how can I unlock your heart
How can I stick your lost part?

I truly regret the days I wasn’t strong
Maybe it was my fault you understand wrong
I am to blame for letting you to see
All my dark faces, all I said I wouldn’t be.

I search for you in people, places
I look for you in flowers, trees, in all the faces
I hear your voice in my head
Or is it real? You’re like a disease that’s spread
In every little piece of air
I even smell your scent in my hair.

Beautiful I seek everywhere I go
But all I discover is pristine places I don’t know
Grey shadows, sadness in every way
I wish you wanted to stay.

Am I cold or winter has come?
I cannot move my fingers, maybe I’m finally done
With this world, because I have nothing here
Not even sun, laughter, nothing dear
You were the one that made everything beautiful
Now why should I stay when all I see is usual?

You let me go…
But I can’t. I just don’t glow…