Suicide Poem by Natalia Ortiz

Ur mind races everything around you
suddenly has faces
Mocking you with every move you make
Its....Outrageous
No energy to remember good times
Voices in your head say its not worth it
This life do you deserve it?
Am I needed so many times
Mistreated
Abused so many different ways
Pain is just a leeway
Rejection surrounds you
At times it seems to drown you
Sorrow seeps from the tears you weep
Fallen from your eyes, and landing right on the street
Peace you do seek..
But uncapable to recieve
makes you weak
an emotional suicide
Is what seems to be
Living in your heart
Physical abuse has already torn you apart
With your voice you did scream as loud as you can
The response was.....'The girl who cried wolf never got a second chance'
No one understands
and will never be able to grasp the intensity
of constantly reliving the past
the future never seems bright
Eyes covered so your never able to see the light
Shouting for help from the inside
But I've heard your cry....
Speaking to you is ' El oi'
Have faith in life
Dreams can never die
Strive to survive
Never give in to thoughts of suicide
control your inner self
Focus on overcoming your daily struggle
At times we have to deal with the cards we've been dealt
Your pain i have felt
And I'm here to help.
Never will i let go
now open your eyes
Aim for the true prize.....
And take back your life.........