Eyes Of An Addict... Poem by Natalia Ortiz

With a mind we speak
with our eyes we weep
With our voice
loudly we scream
the hurt and the pain we try so hard to conceal..
So hard to really feel...
unable to recognize whats false from whats
real......
And as my tears hit the floor
I fall to my knees
and begin to crawl.
with no strength
at all to move on.....
Trying to stay focused
But my hopes all gone.....
How long will my inner self take
control of my health take over
my wealth......
No true under standing of whats going
on...
Am I wrong?
Can I grip on..
or is it to strong.....
prayers are my only
way home so daddy
Please forgive..
Because at one time
i was told
When your child
Gets lost in the storm
You send your angels
To take control.....
Rescue my soul.....
I don't wanna cry no more....