Suicide Poem by Lavigne Kin

SUICIDE. This thought comes almost everyday. we have become close friends as we're one in the same. then soon enough it will be the end. i cry almost every minute. so much pain, so much hurt.



my feelings and memories are like a hurricane.



i'm alone, scared during this storm and as the tears run down my face, seems like there is no way in stopping the intolerable emotions, pain and frustration that the world puts upon my shoulders.



i hear no birds singing their joyful songs or the laughter of young children being able to enjoy life without a care.



it just seems like death has been and will be around me anyway. so no matter what you try say, suicide is the only way out for me.its been too long since someone has held me tight and said that they love me and that they need me. its been too long since i have had someone to protect me. but you have never been able to see in reality what has been happening inside of me. you may ask and look concerned wanting to know why i cry.



but do you really want to that i wish for me to die?



can you handle the truth?

can you handle the pain?



i have felt and dealt with by myself for many years. when i see myself in the mirror, i can't see the joy i once felt. that joy has been taken away since i remember. i just turn my head as quick as possible for i donot want to see what i'm actually trying to hide.



suicide?



the qiuckest way to solve my problems. once i'm gone. but will really be solved or will they become a burden ti those i still love but don't love me?



time is the only one who can really tell us.



in the end will you miss me after i have cried my last tears?