Thoughts Poem by Minx Videsben

Yesterday I woke up and wished that I was dead
But today when I woke up I heard voices in my head
The nights are getting longer, the days are getting shorter
I wish I wasn't alive, yeah, I wish I ain't your daughter
I wish I had no daddy, no mommy and no sister
I wish I wasn't ever born and never did existed
But here I am right now, wasting all this time
To do something I should've done when the thought had first arrived
Everyday I'm thinking, 'y'all be better off without me'
I think about me swinging from the ceiling with a blue face
Why I always feeling like I'm losing in a damn race
Why is it so hard to realize, yeah, this is my life's fate
I think about me putting up a gun right to my head
Pulling the trigger, nobody noticed that I'm dead
I know that it ain't right, I know that it's all wrong
But then again, so am I, so why is this still going on