Walking On Glass Poem by Alyssa Lynn

You hold me in then you push me out like you can’t make up your mind.I try to open my mouth, let the words flow out but it’s like I’m walking on glass around you. What can I say? What should I keep in my mind? I feel like we’re running in circles I’m sorry I miss you! I’m sorry I’m trying to be honest. I’m trying not to sound like I belong like I belong in a looney bin but that seems to be the only thing I’m doing. I’m acting crazy and I do know. I just want to matter, I want to help. I want to feel like we were…..close. So what now? Where do we go from here? Oh just for the record theres something I’ve been trying to tell you for a while now….the thing is I’ve been scared to say it face to face it’s like walking on ice… I don’t want it to break. Anyway what I wanted to say was…. I like you….. I mean I have feelings for you. Don’t ask me why or how, I can’t explain it. It started out as with the simple urge to kiss you now it’s different.. I don’t know. But I don’t wanna say all this cuz anytime I try to tell you something it’s like you pull away. And it’s like I’m better off….Quiet.