When I Lost Him♥ Poem by tabitha hill

So here i am lying awake, Wishing i could turn back time, Back to where i could relive a day that went wrong.Wishing i had never said them words to make him leave like that, And never come back.You cry for 3 days straight, try cutting yourself to re leave the pain.You even try hooking up with someone else thinking you could fall in love with them just like you did him, But it didn't turn out the same.Try hanging with friends to have a good time and get your mind off him.But it seems like everything you do with friends you did with him.I stop and think will i ever get another chance with a guy like that? ? ..hmm probably not i answer. I turn out the light and turn on the fan to fall a sleep but all i can do is think about is him.So 10: 00 in the morning rolls around and im still thinking about him.So i start to cry and i kept crying till 1: 00 in the morning when people said that i pasted out crying.So i wake up at 12: 00, Started to clean and then i remember when he said that he would help me clean.So once again I started to cry.I managed to clean before i fell a sleep.So to all the girls out their that have cried over a boy/guy i understand because YOU NEVER NO WHAT U GOT TILL IT'S GONE!