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On the inside I'm torn apart
Broken into pieces
That's who I am
That's who I've always been
But everyone just looks right through
Everyone sees through these teary eyes
And all those broken fake smiles that I wear
They see through all the lies
Can't they tell that I'm living a lie
I guess they are just blind
This is who I am
Forever and always I will be filled with pain
I will be broken all over inside and out
And I'm losing all hope
Because I know that I will never be whole
And being broken and in pain is just who I am
I was born with pain and I will die with pain
That's who I am
And I hate who I am
But I have to accept the facts
Although that's really hard to do
I'm all tangled up with fear
Tangled up in all my thoughts
I've got so many and I can't rid them
I got so many of him and I've tried to throw them away
But I can't force myself to rid them
I've known him for too long and he still is a part of my heart
That's who I am I can't rid anything or anyone from my heart and soul
After all he meant so much to me
I just wish he would talk to me again
I miss those words
But that's who he is now
I hate it so bad but I can't tell him
My heart just won't let me and I don't know why
I know I've got to move on someday somehow I will move on
But this is who I am
I'm lost in my thoughts of him
In the thoughts of suicide
This is who I am
I'm hopeless, broken all over
I'm drowning in my pain
And trying to hide the tears
June 5,2008
I know not good..but who cares...I couldn't sleep so I had to write
ESPN CHICK
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Sadiqullah Khan (6/5/2008 12:57:00 AM)
go to sleep dear for a while and take a glass of cold water, , try some breathing xercise too.. |
Bonnie Collins (6/5/2008 12:52:00 AM)
OH, my dear, I feel so badly for you... This write comes from within a very broken, and batterd heart... Your emotions show the pain you are going through, I only know that avenue too well..... Very good write inspite of the circumstances inwhich inspired you... Know my prayers are for you to heal fast healthy and with faith...
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