Shagun Khera

Its been too much time we have been fighting along..

So many moments wasted….so many feelings went wrong…
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Clutching to the slipping sheets of time

They face uncertainty like accusers of a crime
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I enter my empty room,
the air infecting my lungs with thrusting void,
Silence consuming thoughts and mind,
Darkness before, and darkness shall reside,
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You say you are lonely! !
Come see my world

Harvesting the seeds of solitude
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Waiting in the haven of black..
in red eyes...glorified thirst for red..
warm and smooth..
dripping from the neck..
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and then you ask me again..
in the most ridiculous way..
can we be friends...
and i stare right into your eyes...
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As I face this terrible certainty..

The dawn of the darkness greets me warm..
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when the last teardropp falls..
like the last leaf in cold...
you shall still be in my mind...
unfazed, unchanged...like a story to be told...
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as the wings of pain flared up high...
and the shallow started to shake the perfroration from inside, ,
and i cud not no longer suffer..
it was time i called her...
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Looking outside on the other side of the glass, , ,
it never seems to end...
it never seems to stop..
blatant and outrageous,
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It was here in my arms..
where you spent all those sleepless nights.
whispering words of perennial joy into my ears...
sugar coated sham..lurking behind your smile..
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Its your birthday sweetheart....
i got you your favorite flowers..
red roses.. as you always liked them..
wrapped around them..is a note..
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Consumed by insignificance of my existence..
tampered, trolled and traversed soul..
withering in the silence of a numb sense...
and the mirror returns an empty hollow
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And it was one day i woke up..
to witness how the sunshine dances upon ur skin..
gold melting into gold..
yet you still manage to glisten more than ever...
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Betwixt the radiant moon and grass, , ,

it shone like a diamond..her eternal face..
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And perhaps, on the melancholy notes, I think of her face
And when the sun sets down, I still drown in that craze..
When the twilight sang besides the love swept ambiance,
It was you, it was me, and it was us..
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Lost in the mist of undying thoughts
Thwarted and jolted by a love that rots
Stinks and sucks on my soul and blood,
Leprosy borne this emotion stirred
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And i wake up just to realize..
you are not on my mind anymore...
memories that smothered me..
everyday...
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royi bahut lipat ke mujhse..
ke jasbaad usne beh jaane the diye..
surkh thi aakhein aur lab the mayuus
bahut sataye hue uske khulus..
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aayi hai teri khabar...barso ke baad..
ghir aayi hai tauba-e-shikn...barso ke baad..

barso baad..teri yaad ne mujhko rula diya...
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