Lost, confused, hurt,
Broken, fearful, anger,
Useless, alone, unwanted.
Dead inside, lonely as ever,
Broken inside, love, never,
Hurt inside, angry forever.
Fake, push over, polite,
Nice, kind, happy,
Joke, weak, trusted.
Fake outside, I lied,
Joke outside, I hide,
Weak outside, I tried.
Fake on the outside, dead on the inside,
A joke on the outside, broken on the inside,
Weak on the outside, hurt on the inside.
So much confusion causes me to be lost,
So much I lose, but at what cost?
I can't handle any of this.
Slowly everything is being taken away,
Time is mocking me again, it is!
So much pain from being hurt, makes me sway.
Being swallowed by darkness why?
Nothing can be shown in this sky.
This day mocks me with vain.
Laughing at me, knowing I hurt so much,
My broken heart, I'm in pain.
Not knowning why this is, but my heart I clutch.
Knowing it's still here,
Waiting for a tear,
Go ahead! Laugh at me!
I know, I'm just an empty hole,
Nothing left to be,
I'm just a broken soul
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