I Hate You But I Love You Poem by joanna donne

I hate that you stare at me and make me believe you've fallen for me
I hate that my feelings for you won't let me be
you ignore me, push me, stare at me, and refuse to speak
your troubles and success made you my hero but really you're weak
you're cruel
you're cold
you're selfish
you're self-absored
I hate that for the past six years I've remained in love with you in vain
Can't you see my sorrow and pain! ?
I thought once you knew my feelings things would change
But i must have been deranged
You were the only guy i fell so deep for
i cared for you, prayed for you when you became ill, dreamt about you, was happy for you and sad for you
This hole in my heart will it ever heal?
Do you hate me or love me? What is the deal?
I'm sick of this uncertainty. Was it ever fate?
It doesn't matter.... It's now too late!