Impossible State Of Mind Poem by RoseAnn V. Shawiak

Uncomfortable, lonely, in an impossible state of mind,
nothing or no one can help.

Listening to music, rhythms flowing through my soul,
yet there's nothing to grasp onto.

A forsaken being, having an emptiness that will not
let go of me.

Draining the love and caring I once had for you when
alive and with me.

Now memories are bereft, empty, having no substance
within them.

Not able to go back in time to relive them like I used
to, because now you are no longer within them.

They are like pictures with no voice, no smile, no love
to give me anymore.

Tears shutting me down, drenching me with the sorrow
of your death forevermore.