Misery Poem by Kara Aleid was Thomas

I'm in love with this guy
my family thinks its so pointless worth no try

i write this in anger and hate
their words kill my brains ever thought

i tried so hard everyday
i wish they understood me
i'm in love with this guy
he's here for good

yes it hurts that he's not here
but i've tried to get him near
i've tried being so brave

its out of my reach
its out of my hands

yes i feel lost and alone without him
i wish to hold him so close
that he could here my heart
but i tired
and my wish didn't come by

Yes internet is what we got
Yes the rivers and seas block my train ride
to his arms

no one understands my feelings
no one hears my cry's at night

my heart feels like a stray
my eyes fell puff and drained
i've tried and tried
making others happy is so hard

i tired to hold back my tears
i try to maintain my feelings
i cant help the way i feel
yes everyday i miss that i don't get my cuddles
or get that special kiss that happens in fairy-tales

yes i miss him with every pieces i own
i need him here to protect me from the
hate and hurt i feel.

sometimes i don't know where i stand
sometimes i don't know what to think
i know i love him thats for sure
but no one hears my pain
they just hurt inseed! !


I love him unconditionally
I love him always.


please answer my prayers,
please someone say me from this hurting and pain.