What You Say Poem by Lauren SCH

You say that I'm your angel,
But you deserve to be in hell,
You say that I'm your sanity,
But you drove me crazy as well,
You say you love her,
but you broke her heart,
You say that you won't do it again,
But meaning it would be a start,
You say you don't wake me up at night,
But here I am crying in my sleep,

You say it's her fault,
That she makes you mad,
but you don't think of me,
how it makes me sad

I lay here now,
music blasting in my ears,
to take away the noise of you yelling,
that brings me to tears,
I think of happy things, while covering the marks under my sleeve,
i don't even notice my mum come in my room and say 'It's time to leave'
I don't want to go
And all those threats, and screams and swearing
has only made me seen the truth
You're not my father,
of that i know,
that you out of everyone is most low,
i hate you,
i hate you,
and i wish for you to go away

So don't say that you love me,
and don't lie in my face,
for you cannot make it up to God,
Since you have fallen from Grace