Wondering No Longer Poem by RoseAnn V. Shawiak

Moments beating against my brain, causing me to listen to
the pain I've had in life, bruised and battered at times
by abuse, wondering if life was worth living anymore.

Walking alone in darkness, tears falling relentlessly for
what I was going through, counting the moments, losing
track of time as I continued to walk.

Nothing or no one to comfort me in this devastion of life
draped over me, hesitant, not wanting to return, just dis-
appear from earth forevermore.

Somehow always finding a way to survive and go on, not
knowing how, then thoughts of God would come to mind and
I'd wonder no longer.

He has picked me up during those times of loneliness, emp-
tiness, abandonment and darkness, carrying me through them
Himself.

Thanking Him for loving, caring and having mercy on me in
these times of devastation and need, totally appreciating
having Him in my life.