MNSRAlyssa Bii

When I wake up, I have this fear
I fear that I might not belong here
As I get out of bed, I feel like as if the whole world hates me
As if it wants me to drown myself in the sea
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Why do I feel this way?
I just want to get away
I didn't want it to end like this
I don't want to hear another hiss.
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My best friend and I have been together for four years
We shared our fair amounts of tears
We were like two peas in a pod
We never called each other a clod.
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I was never into all that girly stuff
I always played a little rough
Some might say that I'm an delinquent
But it's not my fault that I like to pull off crazy stunts.
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I lost someone that I held so close to my heart
I can't believe that we broke apart
That person was my everything
But know my heart has a huge sting.
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You will never be forgotten
You will always be in my mind until I lie in a coffin
Even though you are gone forever,
My memories with you will never be a blur.
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Today is the day
I am about to stray
Even though I don't want to go
I just have to live with it and go with the flow.
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I trusted you with all my heart
I thought that we would never fall apart
But you had to make things complicated
When you left me stranded in the mud
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When I was ten, I got married
Not by a man that I loved, but by a man full of greed
I was so heartbroken when I saw my parents celebrating
I was crying so much that my eyes began to sting
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Most people would say that I am brave
Others would tell me to behave.
But no matter what they call me,
I will always show them that I am free.
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I don't care about what they say,
I don't mind if they push me away
All I want to do is explore a new place
I just want to go anywhere without a single trace.
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I always wonder; why am I so lonely?
Is it because I am clumsy,
Or is it because of my lack in confidence?
I always live life in silence.
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