Broken Parts Poem by RoseAnn V. Shawiak

Broken Parts



Remembering days gone by when both parents were alive,
feeling loved and cherished just because I was their child.
A sense of security was instilled within me for a while.

Growing up, turmoil being created by my Dad.
Mom being saddened and hurt by his cheating heart.

Sorrowful times all around - it was hard to see my parents
fall out of love and hurt one another the way they did
after that.

Life was never the same again, a hard road to proceed with
a broken part of family being stabbed by an unfaithfulness
of Dad.

Guess he never realized how badly he scarred and hurt us
all, causing fractures that continued into future relation-
ships as we grew up.

Parents don't seem to ever realize that their children see
and feel what's going on, figuring they'll get over it.

Maybe just too into their own grief, that they just don't
see it and the effects it has on their children.

(12: 07 p.m. - 10/30/13)

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
Parents stayed together for the sake of their eight children. Mom died after their thirty-fifth wedding anniversary. Dad was lost without her,
tried to kill himself in an auto accident. Found a loaded gun in the
closet while he was in the hospital, and got rid of it. After that he
was a different man - was there for his children and eighteen grandchildren. Mellowed out so to say. Dad lived to be eighty-three he made his last confession and received Holy Communion before he died. Told me he was sorry for what he'd done to Mom and us all. I forgave him. Can't speak for my sisters and brother - I don't know. I know my Mom forgave him, she told me so. He was the only man she ever loved.

Was inspired to write this, thinking maybe it would help someone that grew up in the same situation.

(12: 07 p.m. - 10/30/13)
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