Hopeless Poem by Anna Atchison

I still love you,
But you have her & I have him.
I don't know what to do.
I'm lost & drained.
Confused & worried.
You say that you love her,
But still treat me like I'm yours.
I just miss all the fun we had,
I miss the smiles and laughs.
Now,
It's all gone,
Hopeless.
Smiles are forced,
Laughs are faked.
My feelings hurt & my heart keeps breaking.
I want you back,
I want us back.
I'm just dazed, and out of my mind,
I'm lost in this world,
Full of hope.