I Still Remember ≪/3 ≪/3 ≪/3 Poem by Pooja Karnani

I still remember that day..
When first time we talked..
Hands in hands we walked..
Pledge of being loyal you did say…

I still remember that day..
When first time we had a fight..
The way we both cried the whole night..
Those late night dreams of may…

I still remember that day..
When you covered my face..
And you gifted me a necklace…
The whole pocket money you used it to pay…

I still remember that day..
When first time we went out for a date..
You ordered what all I did hate…
We both had opposite taste..! !

I still remember that first rain..
Those overflowing drains…
The roads overflowed…
Hand in hand we crossed that road..

I still remember…
Your first promise…
That you made…
That in memories did fade…! !

I still remember that day..
When few parting words you did say…
' People come and go..but life goes on..
Forget me and move on..! ! '

I still remember..
How I pleaded…
' The way you in my life serenaded
None of my secrets hid..
Why are you leaving me in the mid..?
Please don't be like a kid,
Please don't go..
Please your cruelty don't show..
Without you my life will be a black crow..
Please don't go…………..don't go…………
My love for you is true
You are among those few whom I found in the middle of crew..
It's you who have shown me variety of life's hue.. '

I still remember…
the way you replied,
' Oh..just get lost..
Search for a new host… '

I still remember..
Sobbingly what I said..
' Please don't go..
What's my mistake..? ? '

I still remember..
The way you fawned me..
' Whatever..! go die somewhere,
I don't care..! '

I still remember..
The way I trodded back home..
All alone…
I called you so many times, but you switched off your mobile phone..

I still remember..
The way I lost my might..
Those painful lonely nights..
My life destroyed by those tides…

I tried my best to forget you..
But how can I forget…
Someone ….who gave me so much to remember..
Crying alone in the rain passed the September…!

Now, though a long time has passed,
But still I have you in my dreams,
This leaves me smiling..
Thanks prayed to God my lips whispering…

This is how I smile only when I sleep…
In past happy memories my utopia of dreams peep…
Sometimes when I am alone..
And wish to dial some number on phone…

My fingers automatically dial your number…
But in a sec, your words I do remember..
' It was nice talking to you..
Now I am not interested, adieu forever..! ! '

I still remember..
That day when destiny made us meet gain..
But alas! in vain..

Now for you, I am a stranger..
But still I am not able to suppress my hunger..
For your love and your care..
With you I have a piece of heart in share…

You said, ' forget me.. '
But please tell me howwwww…? ? ? ? ? ?
What should I do of my heart now….?

Anyways, you go..and find some one else…
I am loving myself..
Would never ask for your help..
God helps those who help themselves…