Can I control it?
I want to
I try to
I attempt to stop
I try my hardest
But not always
But then it happens
When I least expect it
When I’m not thinking
I try to catch myself
I come close
But not always
Sometimes I’m the last to know
Or perhaps the last to care
It’s hard to tell
Other times I catch it
I stop
But not always
It’s an effortless battle
On a subconscious level
I don’t even realize
But when I do notice
I promise it’s the last
But not always
I really want this to end
To cease forever
To never reappear
I tell myself that everyday
It seems to help
But not always
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem