I Promised Poem by Shadowed Past

Pristine walls surround me
Closing my mind off from reality
Nothing is the way it should be

She’s herself no longer
I only wish I were stronger
The blade won’t feed my hunger

For the weakened sense of pain
Something from which I should refrain
But the vivid memories still remain

Clearer than ever
They’ll probably stay forever
But I swear I’ll never

Give in
To my deadly sin
I don’t even know where to begin

It doesn’t matter who
But I won’t do
What I promised not to