Alicia Wood

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There was a girl who hated life.
Lived every second wanting death.
Her best friend was death
It was in different shapes.
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As I sit here on my bed
wishing my pain would just flow away
I start to think of all the worries of everyday life
All the pain I ever went through with you
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The way he looks at me gets to me so fast.
The way he loves me makes me want to melt.
The way he touches me makes me want to scream with pleasure.
The way he kisses me turns m on everytime.
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What is love when you have to hide it?
What is love if you can't be happy?
What is love if all you get is abused?
What is love when your begging him to stay?
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Why do you care so much?
Why should you its not you?
Just back off and leave me alone.
You say you love me and you want to help.
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I still love you and care for you, but you have no clue.
Either you do know or you just don't care about me like you did.
I'd give my life away just for you.
I never want to hurt you.
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Trapped feelings held inside,
If only I could tell you how I feel,
If only I knew how you felt,
I wouldn't keep these emotions trapped within,
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Daddy why do you hate me?
Daddy why don't you ever check on your babygirl?
Daddy don't you love me anymore?
Daddy I'm sorry for being mean!
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As I try not to go insane.
I start pulling my hair out.
I scream as I start to cry.
I start to lose grip on life.
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I love him.
I love his beautiful eyes.
I love everything about him.
I love how he smiles.
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