I love writing about different things that pop into my head. They are mostly of sad things but I don't mind.
Depression destroyed my life.
It told me I was no good.
It told me I was all bad.
It told me I was not loved.
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Physical pain.
The pain of a bullet piercing you twice.
The pain of a knife through your heart.
The pain of water filling your lungs.
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I don't know what to write.
I don't know what to say.
The only thing I think is death.
What is death?
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I've tried to convince people I want to die.
No one takes time to listen.
They all start screaming at me.
The only ones I can count one are friends.
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