My heart conflicts with what it knows and what it feels.
How does a single promise erase the time past?
You were always gone and suddenly you are here
The little moments justify your love in me but,
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The sun shines in faded greys, warming my skin but I don't feel a thing
Your not here and thats what matters
Always.
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You hurt me in a way that I never imagened possible.
Even when I could see the world crumbling from beneath me,
I tried to hold on,
drowning my heart deeper.
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I left and my world has fallen apart
For you made my world what it was
I decided to move forward only to step back
Missing the ambers of the fireplace sing us to sleep
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When you were lost it became easy to search elsewhere for answers.
There was no need for reasons.
Reasons opened up the possibility of guilt,
Looking past the moment to a consequence.
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I'm a writer following the world of technology. My favourite authour is Nicole Krauss, for she writes from the heart. I am moving in with my boyfriend very soon, which is incredibly exciting. Write everyday.)
The Paradox Of Love
My heart conflicts with what it knows and what it feels.
How does a single promise erase the time past?
You were always gone and suddenly you are here
The little moments justify your love in me but,
How can that be enough after you had proved I meant nothing?
Give me a lifetime and spend each second waking up
You hold me close every night as if I will slip away
Whispering sweet surrenders at twilight
Your history does not erase easily from my tears
Will the void and uncertainty forever rest in my heart?
You are my person
Forver and always
You cannot change that
The moment I told you I am giving you my heart
You ran away from love and never returned