My heart conflicts with what it knows and what it feels.
How does a single promise erase the time past?
You were always gone and suddenly you are here
The little moments justify your love in me but,
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The sun shines in faded greys, warming my skin but I don't feel a thing
Your not here and thats what matters
Always.
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You hurt me in a way that I never imagened possible.
Even when I could see the world crumbling from beneath me,
I tried to hold on,
drowning my heart deeper.
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I left and my world has fallen apart
For you made my world what it was
I decided to move forward only to step back
Missing the ambers of the fireplace sing us to sleep
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When you were lost it became easy to search elsewhere for answers.
There was no need for reasons.
Reasons opened up the possibility of guilt,
Looking past the moment to a consequence.
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