i'm a fucked up kid,
who does fucked up things,
who lives in a fucked up town,
in a fucked up house,
with a fucked up family,
who also does fucked up things.
axiety builds and i let the blade sink in.
the blood flows.
i just watch my life go.
scarlet drips and i'm okay.
...
i always miss the way.
you let me weep in your arms.
the way you wiped my tears away.
and kept me safe from harm.
...
I hunt for your love,
like war hunts for a dove.
We can pretend to move on,
but this pain has no dawn.
...
hide behind your sin.
i wonder where you've been.
i can't see past all the lies.
all i can see is the loneliness in your eyes.
...
i am at the will
of a sharp piece of metal.
always deep enough to feel the pain,
never enough to kill.
...