It's so hard to keep it simple
So I try my best to explain
I know I can be confusing
Especially if I drive myself insane
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I don't need no sympathy
Or even a sign that you care
I don't precipitate my feelings
Or hide my emotions to be fair
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Try to reconsider the thought
of ever taking your life
Will it deal with your problems?
or will it make everything right?
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Orientated to the present
but got my focus in the past
how long will i get without stress
how long will this shit last
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Ever wondered all these years
how fast time goes by
got the thought in your head
why do we have to die?
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Sometimes I wonder helplessly
when will all this finally end
pain is just an impulse in our mind
yet we force for it to blend
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Every night before I sleep
I think of what I have become
from what I was before
to all the wrong things I have done
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Helplessly as I wonder
through the starless nights
why is all the struggle to live?
why can't I see the light?
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I really do know what it is like
losing someone that you really adore
I think of them every time I am alone
what are feelings really for?
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