ashley roberts Poems

It seems like only yesterday i held you in my arms and said, i wil never let anyone break your heart
now i can`t see what is to be or what as took over me, but i know we will be better now we are apart
Because now i have lost my way, i can`t see in night or day i need a light to make my new life start
but everytime i try to move on in this world so strong, i just lose because i can only feel this hurt
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Two different worlds two different times two different hearts make two different minds
There never gonna be the same while one can see the other is standing blind
While the one is aware the other you wont see its so lost in fear its to hard to find
When one comes out with the anger the other will sit back and unwind
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I sometimes wonder why I stand so tall when I live in this world with nothing at all

crying at night dieing in the day yet I know I can't give in can't let anything get in my way
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When i am with you i fly free like the birds in the sky
When i hold you like i love to time freezes in my mind
This feeling i feel for you says you`re one of a kind
To live this moment again i'll learn to make time rewind
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I am so scared of the truth and i am so scared of what i might see
I am scared that if i stop protecting my loved ones who will protect me?
The only way for me to feel safe is for me to put everyone before myself
As long as they are safe and happy i don`t care about my body my health
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Please stop hurting me i don't want to fight
For what i have been as to end tonight
Sometimes i sit at home and lock my self away
I don't want to be in that zone of no love everyday
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All love seems to bring lately is broken hearts and broken dreams
My words are like a song but the guitar I’m using as broken strings
Nothing I say sounds right, love don’t seem worth the fight no more
Id play you a love song, id write you a rhyme but still I wonder what for
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Do you see the scars and the broken hearts that fill this world with hate
Is fate clear now we have done a misdemeanor and forgiven it to late
Death as been and this world as seen such young and mindless killings
Just to blind to see that we are following the wind of the evils demons
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When all the words have been drained from my heart what can i say?
All the sweet words i tried to share with you hoping you will stay
I knew that it was something true and deep kept locked in my heart
I guess to you it was just a game just a bit of fun from the start
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The world with you in it seemed so small because your all id ever see
Now that you have left the world as become so big it just scares me
No matter what time i go out i seem to see violence the worlds so angry
It tears me apart and rips at my heart it reminds me of what i used to be
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