Carson Burton Poems

Seeing death while she lives here

Isn't where I want to see her get killed.
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You ask me why you don't love me

I ignore
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In the words of God Almighty MorganFreeman I somewhat quite understood what he was narrating the words in my outlook mind.

We as people who live in this corrupt society are so blind to think that getting busy dying is our answer
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Laying back reminiscing the days on how the boot was a place I called home

Which still is bloody home in my heart.
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Never die alone is the titleof the poem
Death is a mysterious form
Death is a tragic thing
To die you shallbe loved
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You're the spirit of my heart
The savior of my lost love
When I think and dream of a black princess shall be.
Its always you, that I think about.
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Dear Impress,
I know me and you aren't talking right now, but please hear me out and no I'm not drunk and I don't want to fight. This is me the guy that you feel in love with. So I know you heard what happen to my pops. I just want to tell you from the bottom of my heart that I'm sorry for what I said. You know every since I met you you always kept and stayed true to me. I love that, I know I always overreact and always so depressing and this and that, but the other side still and will always be in love with you. I know its hard for you to not talk to me right now. I know you get tired of me acting up and not caring and loving your feelings and always making it about me. Baby in reality it was never about me. It was always about you, I want to be the one to put you first, I want to be the one who I put a precious ring on your lovely finger. I love you so much that everything about you always makes me complete. My pops death made me realize something and taught me at this moment. It taught me that just because he was a deadbeat and wasn't there for me. Don'tmean I will wind up like him.At the end of the day there's no comparison between me and Eric. I'm different like you said. I know inside your heart Impress that you don't hate me. I can't believe that. Also you're a good mother and you are a great human being. I wouldn't say nothing of that if I didn't care, because I do. I got you I got us. I got our future kids especially I got Empress, Lamar and Latrell. April 6 you gave birth to a beautiful princess name Empress, August 30 now don't get mad if I'm not right on August 30 you gave birth to a prince name Lamar and lastly when I was there for you and you was looking so beautiful like An Angel sent from Heaven. You gave birth to another handsome princess name Latrell. How many guys out there will claim three kids? How many guys out there will be there for you giving birth. I know the things that I be saying I don't mean but in reality I do. I may not be on very much good terms with my mama right now. I know what I said to her I also didn't mean cause well honestly she's the reason why I'm the complete opposite when it comes to my pops. Basically the difference between me and him are totally opposite way different. I can't let you hate me and let me go, because if you do Impressthen I don't want you to regret it later on and I don't want you one day tried to reach out to me and founding out that it was too late when I'm gone off this Earth. I don't want to let you go neither cause I realize in my soul I can't live without you cause I love you and I'm the perfect guy for you who cares while nobody else cares. Just because you living in the struggle don't mean baby that you can't grow, because you can with me. It's not just a thought it's reality. I don't care about money, cars nothing of that.
I care about us
I'm all about you
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