Christopher Rue

why cant i have what he has.
why cant i do what he does.
why cant i see what he sees.
why cant i be what he is.
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oh what have i done, this madness of hate and revenge has brought me down this path.
What have i done this great evil i have done will never be forgotten our forgiven.
all i did was fuel the hunger for revenge but now it looks at me with those evil eyes and give a grim smirk.
oh what have i done to destroy what i loved so dearly just for a cause not worth fighting for.
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i was once something to be spoken of.
something of a good heart and character.
i was once something to be but now im nothing and its all because of me.
these words i speak are true nothing to get all mix up about my life is what makes these words something to take caution of.
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