I sat counting up all the blackeyes
i'd ever got
All the broken bones bloody noses
from all the battles i'd ever fought
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Poppy only spoke at the courthouse,
Whittling imagination leftovers, fading
Blood full of red Cherokee
His brow carved tight in apathy and drink
...
Peril,
Umbrella that breaks the rain
Dry and tight, the wishing
Hungry for the sun
...
shh, i to me, whistling, blowing, leaning
one day, or wide sky blue full of eternity
either, I reached up to claw my mind-itch
this, geographically half-way to my dead
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Every day another dream
of anything. everything
you imagine it might be
Every night another day
...
Howling, these coyote eyes fixing on the moon,
Howling, even then, in this now weathered skin,
Wrapped much tighter, much tighter then
Much tighter around these now brittle bones
...
read about me today, printed scrolling waste
something someone, I dunno, someplace said
remembering me, huh, as if I were dead
am i dead? has the medicine man killed me dead yet?
...
different,
i cartwheel past,
berry-like
me a scab on your khaki eye
...
If only I could
I would
pick up where
I left off when
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i'll wear my smile 'round here just like anyone, , , , , , , anyway
i'll be looking up like anyone no matter, , , , what you say
i'll take up my little space just like everyone, , , , , anyone
i'll take my time like anyone, , , , , until I'm done
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