I’m 18. I weigh 105 lbs. I’m 5’2. I’m not perfect. I’m madly in love. My fiancé is amazing. If you touch him I will kill you. I am an attention-starved narcissist. I look good on the outside but I’m fxcking ugly on the inside. I’m not straightedge at all. I like sex, drinking, smoking weed, cigarettes, rolling, and having fun. I like to act really conceited. I'm probably smarter than you. I’m pretty much amazing at everything I do. I go to the UW. I’m want to be a psychologist and neurosurgeon. I like to procrastinate. I need a car. I’m still terrified of the dark. I’m pro-choice. I don’t believe in God. I like to be loud and obnoxious. I like to laugh at everything. I always like to look presentable. I am an encyclopedia of potentially useless information. I hate people who can’t spell or don’t know how to use a dictionary. I’m very easily amused. I change my mind a lot. I’m afraid of failure. I don’t do anything in moderation. I have anxiety. I am the biggest daddy’s girl you’ll ever meet. I like to lie because the truth is usually boring. I eat like I’m pregnant. My favorite color is red. My favorite show is House. My favorite movie is Fight Club. My favorite band is Taking Back Sunday. You’ll probably hate me because you’re jealous of me about one thing or another. I’m not sorry for it. I don’t like arguing with people but I usually win when I do. I forgive people way too easily but i never forget. I tend to give people way too many chances. I’m going to pretend that I don’t give a fxck what you think of me.
Hey baby I need you to listen. This is something I don't want you missin'.
It's not telling you this that's tough. It's that I know words alone will never be enough.
I could tell you that you are really sweet, and every time I see you my heart skips a beat.
Whenever you're around my knees go weak. You can make me blush with even just a kiss on the cheek.
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Some more champagne please, so I can make a toast. To all you've done. To all the lies you've created and the lives you've destroyed. All of it… just for fun.
When you think about me do you wish things were the way they used to be?
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Help me to fly help bring me down.
Give it one more try when no one's around.
Wearing a dress made of screams. Black as blood. Red as night.
Living in dreams where things are alright.
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Her perfect boy and all of his sweet lies.
He doesn't realize how much his beautiful girl cries.
Rewind and erase those lustful obsessions
Covered up in sugar-coated confessions.
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Everyone's intentions are always the best;
Everyone starts out innocent, more or less.
But soon you find out hormones can't be beat.
Eyes lock and hands meet.
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