Crystal Williams Biography

There's a voice within,
Whispering all my secrets
Whispering all my lies.
There's a voice within,
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As the days pass us by
On our lives we realize
That each day that we wasted
Is a choice we cant un-paste it
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When I’m afraid of loneliness, I tend to grasp onto the closest thing in my reach. I try to convince myself that maybe; just maybe, I need a little more time to heal from the broken love I once knew. And out of no where, all of a sudden, I feel that by forgiving and making up with the one’s who’ve tainted me, I can escape from the painful reality that I desperately need let them go.

My memories don’t hold what my heart knows is a lie. Yet the broken love still lingers to blind me from the truth of my pains and hardships. By holding onto that person, I feel that a second chance is easier on my heart than facing the truth that once the trust is gone they’ll never get it back. Even though I’m afraid of letting go, my conscious reveals what my heart must do. For deep in the corners of my soul, I feel love’s pain. The aches of despair flow through my back resulting in a cluster of spasms. The weakness of my intelligence submissively blocks my knowledge of unwillingness to strive to push past my strongholds.
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With eyes alive
Or eyes asleep,
Neither matters
Yet you dream.
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Thump thump thump....
I feel my heart beating
Thump thump thump....
I pray my blood is still rushing
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