Dave Eadelis

As darkness grows near, fear runs deep
I dread the dreams, as I sleep

My body tightens, breaths are shorter
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My life use to be aglow
These days, I just don't know

I want joy back in my life
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There's not a day that goes by
That I don't want to breakdown & cry

Days are filled with sorrow & pain
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Dark days, dark nights
Bring with them such a fright

Days go by, without as much as a sound
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I have nothing, wants or needs
I'll never have love, is what I believe

Mind empty, twisted & bent
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As I wake to an empty bed
Nightmares swirl in my head

A new day begins with despair
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I sit here in our home
With our children all alone
Only my thoughts to be heard
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Some times I feel like I'm making way
Some times I feel like I'm losing ground
Some times I take a baby step forward
Some times I take a huge jump back
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Some days I just want to scream
Some days I just want to cry
Some days I want to give up
Some days I have an unrealistic view of my life
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My heart is an empty void,
on this hallow - eve...
whath is hallow is what I grieve.
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