Deanna-mae Ritchie Biography

I have many ways of expressing my feelings As you have read they are mostly wanting to die or being alone or even being hurt alot.
and VERY few that are actually telling someone that I love them.
I'm actually at the point in my life that I honestly don't think love is even REAL, I've been hurt so much that I just become emotionless and don's believe much of any thing if someone says that they love me. It has been a lie for all of 16 men and 5 women. so right now I'm just GLAD to be alone..... with my little kitten as my best friend..... she loves her mommy(me) .