Dee Martel

1am a few weeks ago-

I was up talking to you
Not wanting to sleep
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It was a cool march day that I met the love of my life
He was perfect in every way
I thought love at first sight was a myth
Until I saw him
...

You're almost as pretty
Almost as skinny
Almost as perfect
...

Crying
Gasping for air
Like I'm drowning
Drowning in an ocean of pain
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You left me empty
With a hole in my heart
A hole that has turned cold and dark
Sucking away all happiness
...

I know you feel it too
There's something more between me and you

You look at me a different way
...

As I let you go
Away you fly
Out of my mind
Disappearing memory by memory
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And I saw him again
At first an awkward hello
So many things I wanted to say
Yet no words came out
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