A gal from Reno that enjoys to write and read poems.
Am sorry for falling in love with a worthless boy that wants life carefree and easy.
sorry for believing in his lies that he loved you.
sorry for him hurting you even if you are not old enough to understand now.
Am sorry that I still love him.
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My world was tranquil, passive, and beautiful. little storms here and there. But peaceful. As my sunshine grew her storms were becoming less and the sun was always pleased, however You came along and my life became full of storms in a short amount of time, however in a short amount of time I learned to see the beauty in them. which inspires me to write about them. I learn how to still your storm.
My little helpless storm; how I love you.
I am amused seeing you cast your thundery temper. Because when I hold you in my arms, your tempers seem to quiet down, the sun seems to come out as you smile, and tears dry on your rosy cheeks.
My Helpless storm child, how I love you.
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My dear depression you became a very close friend to me, I have written to you and about you all my life.
All my life you have pulled me to my darkest deepest shadows. You my dear have held a mirror to me and showed me how my inner self looks in the bare, how deep and dark my thought can be if I truly hate, and how deep i can love, you showed me how strong emotions i have in me. You showed me that my soul can be as black as night, and as night its beautiful, with time I learned that even though i can have very deep dark emotions, like the night there is always a sunrise. but
this kind of emotions would terrified me and as a child I would run away, from the emotions, but today I stand next to you and hold your hand. Taking long walks in the shadows like two old friends. My soul took time in growing and accepting you.
My depression, my ego and I walk holding hands and walk into my own hell and let me see the beautiful it can be, my own hell is breath taking, it's almost like a painful heaven. All the pain is turned into a piece of art. It's like a gift of all my lessons to myself.
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Un corazón roto puede ser más hermoso que cualquier otro,
Un corazón roto puede bailar, reír, disfrutar de la vida al máximo, cuidar, estar en paz y amar más que cualquier otro.
Un corazón roto puede bailar como nadie más puede hacerlo, porque cuando se rompe un corazón el latido de la música suena mágico, es un encanto que mueve los corazones de una manera que nunca pensó antes.
Un corazón roto puede reírse más fuerte que cualquier otro porque después de que las piezas están fragmentadas liberan el alma y brillan como las estrellas después de que las luces de la ciudad se apagaran y no nos cegáramos por las luces de la ciudad.
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Finally, you have done it!
All your hard work is paying off.
Happy I am for you.
Amazing it must feel to graduate.
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